sunshine

i need a sunshine to brighten up my day & bring back my smile

cuti-cuti

i am thinking of going cuti2...i really need a real vacation..not a sort of vacation yg bercampur dgn keje, conference or seminar ke hape..it's tiring & boring okayy..

tp nak pegi jejauh sampai ke pulau bagai mestila costlykan..aku nak a mini vacation & away from the hustle bustle KL...aku rasa cam nak pegi tganu..this noon i've check the MAS ticks for 2 only 300+...xsampai 400..so oklakan...dgn cuti yg dah tinggal 2hari..mmg mustahilla aku nak extend cuti..so, kalu nak gi jln2 pun haruslah hari sabtu gerak..since en.hubby baru sampai mlm sabtu tuh..pastu ahad dah kena blk..sgt2 singkat..& bile2 fikir2 psl nak gi cuti2 & jln2 nih..the major penghalang nak gi jln2 dgn selesanya adalah..cuti aku yg dah tgl 2hari & encik hubby yg jauh & susah nak dpt cuti...yela..dia sampai sini mlm sabtu, nak gerak sana konfemla malam ahadkan..so, masa jd tight kat situ..susah nak berjalan dgn selesa...

tapi nak wat camne?kenala sabar sampai ujung tahun nih...next year..i'll get my 30 days back!!xsabar!pape pun, i'm still fikir of going anywhere...xdpt jauh2..dekat pun oklakan...sgt busan dgn my daily life..nak rehat!

Lucky?

She is so lucky, 

but why does she cry?
If there is nothing missing in her life,
Why do tears come at night?

am i too worry of everything..

last sunday i went to MPH and found a book called 'Stop worrying & Start Living'...i had a glance on it & browsed it lebih kurang...mmm, interesting! but dlm hati ckp..i don't need this book..so i put it back but sempat showed it to en.hubby...suddenly dia beseloroh bile tgk buku tu..' mmg awk perlu buku tu syg!hehehe'...masa tu aku just ckp..'apa plak...i'm not worry of anything!'..pastu kami beredar dr situ..

BUT, after fikir2 balik pasal buku tu, psl en.hubby ckp that i really need that book & pasal some benda yg lepas2..i think..yes, actually i'm always too worried about everything!!sampai kadang2 it makes me easily feel stress & mudah marah juge (mangsa marah adalah en.hubby)..

i need that book!yes i am...td dah jenguk kat amazon..i can get a package of 3 books & one of it contain that stop worrying book with only $28.90...convert ke RM baru dlm 100 kotkan?mmm, tp lambat sgt nak dpt...rasenya..mlm nih i should go to alamanda and grab that book!yeay!!

xsabarnye nak baca!!

stress

i'm feeling stress....from day to day..the stress keep following me..wheuw...
i love my life, i enjoy my life, i love my job..BUT
the loneliness makes me stress & can't even enjoy everything that i had:(

My dear GOD,
please bring back my true smile & please shoo away the stress for me..
i can't stand it anymore my Almighty Allah...

It's all about raya..yeay!

yep..i know it's quite late to write something about raya..tp xkisahla..still in raya monthkan..
This is my 1st raya with my beloved encik hubby..at last!! no more henpon all day long in my hand..dah bleh campak henpon tepi..xpayah nak sms bagai dah...my cuk dah ada depan mata..hehehe..so, this raya sgt2 special for me..

raya...as usual..agendanya adalah makan..makan & makan....aku sgt suke okayyy...& akibatnye pastu aku takut nak menimbang berat serta membeli jeans baru...huhu..

It's all about me & my life

mmm, xtau nape..tetiba hari ni aku rajin lak nak create blog. before this i had one..tp malas gile nak update and since it's full of sad memories so baikla aku buat blog baru...now aku dah ada much much much better life and now i'm MRS IZA!!!hehehe..title yg even till now aku selalu xpecaya..da kawin ke aku nih??sbb before nih aku rs org yg da kawin2 nih cam ala2 matured & very feminine & completely different from me....yg sgt2la suka ati jek nak wat ape & sgtlaaa xfeminin okayy...(tapi maybe org lain tgk aku matang serta feminin kot..aku jek xperasan:p).

after about 4months become a wife to encik khairul...i think my life really complete..& thank god!!at last i met my soulmate..the one i live, laugh & cry for...mmm, nasibla encik khairul dapat saye yg sgtttt 'baik'...ehehe..

here, i like to share some pics last weekend...hobby me & hubby adalah..jalan2, poya2 & makan & makan..best2!

begambar sebelum pejalanan (nak gi umah MIL jek sbnrnya)

bersama encik hubby yg buat muka saiko pervert:p

pavillion level 6
baru pasan, ape jadah time gi umah MIL dress up cam diatas..manakala ke pavillion..ala2 sopan